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Book of Accounting


 

fancy the answer that has no question
picture the place without a trace of space
and keep in mind you can always find what
was accidentally left behind
by what was never there or anywhere
of any kind

 

 

yet scratch your nose
and tickle an ear
if you’re nowhere else
you must be here

 

 

 

Isolate and insulate and oscillate and calculate and activate and operate and designate and saturate and propagate and escalate and accelerate and enumerate and obfuscate and decimate and obliterate and evaporate and cogitate and reiterate to illustrate

whatever works works in jumps and jerks
              

 

 

MEDITATIONS 1
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                                                       awake      asleep

                       Some eye that can take me through
                       Into fields of palpable
                                         entrenchment for my caution

                      Yes a love    a fortune trail that gathers longings
                                as they rustle into being

                      A marriage yes of whims and favors lofted out of plainest
                                  sense through grinding doubt
                                                    to ordered heights of want
                                                                              and ease

                     Yes a constancy of thought and touch reduced by guile to
                                                    prayer and act

                     A heaven          yes

 

                                                       

MEDITATIONS 2
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                                        asleep        awake

 

I bite the chocolate and step into the water

Is this the penalty of my isolation?
Am I the consequence of uncertain alliances   allegiances    regrets?
Do I brush and preserve or will the goal of my tasks be contained
in the effort?

 

I ponder the circle and drop into the forest

Is this the answer to a measured reluctance?
Am I the wisdom of a forgotten struggle?
Do I shred and compare or will the forms of my need be discerned
in response?

I come to the wagon and take from the stranger

Is this the premise of an awaited encounter?
Am I the burden of a vanished delight?
Do I march and conceal or will  my trust in the good of an unknown equation
       be rewarded by flashes of counseling dreams brought near
               in the sense of harvesting truths that lack cause
                      or design until found and embraced?

Is this the comfort of an abandoned perspective?
Am I the secret of an unfolding riddle?

 

 

 

MEDITATIONS 3
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           awake asleep asleep awake asleep asleep asleep awake

 

Ah precious precious precious contentment
Eternal oscillations bred in vacuums for the furtherance
                                of sameness
                                                       broken
by desire or chance or playful tug or ready snapping
                    into wholeness           undefined
reflecting in its balances a movement toward unstructuring
by choice or rule or weight of links or playful slipping
                                  into oscillations
                                                               bred in vacuums
                                                                              for the furtherance
                                                                                              of sameness
                                                                 broken

 

Ah precious precious precious contentment
                                                                               eternal

 

 

MEDITATIONS 4
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                             awake asleep asleep awake awake awake

 

THE GARDEN SERENE
THE WIND ON THE DESERT THORN
THE BEAST AND THE BUSH
THE ROOTS AT DAWN
THE GLORIOUS TEAMS
THE QUIET STICK
THE CUP FROM WHICH THE HERO TAKES RESOLVE
THE MAGIC HAT THAT ALWAYS FIND US WAITING
THE JOURNEY’S PASSING     LIT
THE BATTLES MOCKED ABATING

 

EARTH AND I COMPLETE THE SKY
SUBSTANCE IS ESSENCE LOW AND HIGH

 

THROUGH FOLLY AND FIRE

 

NIGHT FACTS 1
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bend

we are bending

 

the lion’s death and miracles
await reports
on their forms

the needs of their bending cores

 

time is fuel
bend with it

 

THE NEWS CONFIRMS

THE PASSING ASPECT’S GUISE
IS ALL AND ONE!

 

there is a message of truth and joy in this

 

search for the words
even as words bend
with the bending of time

 

                                               
NIGHT FACTS II
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RULES AND PROOF
PROOF AND RULES

                           As in a sigh or sign
                          that conquers by its absence
                           in a trackless cove whose pristine wonder
                          draws the mind to       its      commands

 

THE ARCH     THE PLODDING LINE     THE MEASURED SQUARE AND
                                                                   DOT
CONSTRUCT THEIR ANSWERS IN THE VIEWER’S EYE

 

The emptiness between commits the certainty of doubt
by which the planks of reason stand
not to record but disallow
their furtherance

 

THE MESSAGE HERE IS CLEARLY
IN THE EAGLE’S SOARING TO THE HEIGHTS
THAT MARK THE SHAPING OF THE VISIBLE
BY UNSEEN WALLS THAT LURE AS THEY NEGATE
AND THEREBY SET THE MOVEMENT OF ETERNAL DRIFT
AND            HALT
                              FOR RULES AND PROOF

 

proof and rules

 

 

NIGHT FACTS  III
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Oh look!      look!

Every mansion real and dreamed
opposes its seminal loss
its hope frayed not by events
but by the choices in the making of its plan

The entrance draped in thorns
instructs the balances within
to court perfection even as the structured
beams and ties are drawn slowly
swiftly back into the elemental whirl
from which they sprang

The luminescent halls
The spangled closets
The feathers coins and books
         strewn in a pattern as if to link
          the floors between the cellar
                 and cupboard
all hint at the thought of a riddle
forever unfinished
yet forever compelling the search for its answer
as in the challenge of a labyrinth
whose exit is concealed
behind a chain of massive doors
                      all reaching to the skies
forever unopened
by seeming intent of design
but waiting perhaps
for a single breath
at a singular moment
                  yet unannounced
to fall and crush
the drape of thorns
that guards the path to mansions
real and dreamed     a step beyond
 
There is no message here     
Only rhythm begging space

                                                    
                                                                   

 

NIGHT FACTS  IV
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Oh how rare and wonderful
This last dispute between memory
                      and resolve

Images   glow    fly     become      sound
Then      sound     back    to image
Each amended by the other’s complaint
With a unity that outreaches the known

 
Welcome it!
Kiss the earth and sources within
             of unicorns and melodies
             of a face in the shadows
             of raging steeds and gods of the sun
             of the fair spirit of longing
               that makes us whole
                 and able to taste

the song becoming the image
of a golden bird

calling

calling us
into the shadows

to know that face
to know that face

to know

Everything here is the message

 

 
   
   
 
 
     
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